Wednesday, December 06, 2006

the future already is a blessing

Wisdom arises from the Depth of my heart

Peace in every cell, manifestation of

the Divine  at  work  in every  action

The coming & going, irrespective of

outcome,   this  dance  of  Life  -

this extraordinary Life.  Death into

life, this human body, frail body

miracle of existence   right

here within the space  of this

flesh  and  bones .  Coming  alive,

coming alive to Life .  One

beating heart moment upon

moment.  resting  here  ,  in this

place   opening  &   closing  within

each  Breath  and thru  each

breath  moment  across each

breath  I  rise  and  fall,

connected  to  all that is  .

This is  so,  and  I know  this

to be  so  . .  no matter what.

So often I have  stretched out

stretched up to a place of grasping

towards,  looking towards  some future

time of place  when some hoped

for wish will be fulfilled. And,

though it may be so, somehow

I have left myself  left this

place  this  'home' , this place

where I am .  Seeing & sensing

this beauty that  could  be  ,

can I stay with the beauty

that is of this moment  right

now, the perfect beauty that

is here right now with all

that it is  and all that it

is   not.

 

            Oh heavenly father

            Divine mother

            words that contain

            so much, can I drop

            away to inhabit this

            existence as it is.

            beauteous in perfection

            beauteous imperfection

 

 

There is So much I would like

to do, accomplish,  achieve  and

I have had much struggle with

many things and areas.  And, now
more than anything else I would
like to simply open to being
at peace    a core peace
no  matter  what.  - as it is,
as it could be  and with
the journey of more or less
with the ease or difficulty
the pain or Joy  the constant
shifting of life  -
well in myself or not, healthy  or
not,  full of energy  or not
within and thru all this,
day to day life   can I know
this core  Peace   of
existence  . knowing this I have
such   gratitude 

 

 

My future life ;  tightening .
this life now ; opening & dropping
and then, in now,  the future
already  is  a   blessing

 

 

Mon 4  December 2006   -  Marldon -  fullmooon

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