Wisdom arises from the Depth of my heart

Peace in every cell, manifestation of

the Divine at work in every action

The coming & going, irrespective of

outcome, this dance of Life -

this extraordinary Life. Death into

life, this human body, frail body

miracle of existence right

here within the space of this

flesh and bones . Coming alive,

coming alive to Life . One

beating heart moment upon

moment. resting here , in this

place opening & closing within

each Breath and thru each

breath moment across each

breath I rise and fall,

connected to all that is .

This is so, and I know this

to be so . . no matter what.

So often I have stretched out

stretched up to a place of grasping

towards, looking towards some future

time of place when some hoped

for wish will be fulfilled. And,

though it may be so, somehow

I have left myself left this

place this 'home' , this place

where I am . Seeing & sensing

this beauty that could be ,

can I stay with the beauty

that is of this moment right

now, the perfect beauty that

is here right now with all

that it is and all that it

is not.

Oh heavenly father

Divine mother

words that contain

so much, can I drop

away to inhabit this

existence as it is.

beauteous in perfection

beauteous imperfection

There is So much I would like

to do, accomplish, achieve and

I have had much struggle with

many things and areas. And, now
more than anything else I would
like to simply open to being
at peace a core peace
no matter what. - as it is,
as it could be and with
the journey of more or less
with the ease or difficulty
the pain or Joy the constant
shifting of life -
well in myself or not, healthy or
not, full of energy or not
within and thru all this,
day to day life can I know
this core Peace of
existence . knowing this I have
such gratitude

My future life ; tightening .
this life now ; opening & dropping
and then, in now, the future
already is a blessing

Mon 4 December 2006 - Marldon - fullmooon