Life and death

In wobbly tormentuous place
I notice also the place of golden
where there IS Peace & Joy
. . I Breathe into this .
Deeply . Gratefully . . . The sense of
Peace expands and holds me,
Swirls of Beauty & energy around
and through me. It holds
within it, the beauty that fades
and the death that is reborn
anew in different form. This
life is constant Death, surrender
dissolution, and rearrangement
and transformation into new
forms. This Birth life Death
cycle is but one part
of existence. For within, amongst
through all this is the
energetic dance & flow
of life -- constant irrespective
of and independent of anything
else : - This, Life, is,
and I am and everything
is part of and infused by
that Life
Eternal

Arriving

Two are become as one
Standing alone I hold the silver staff
Connected with the stars
Feet rooted to the fire of earth
all the universe exists in this moment
Safe, alive, well - powerFull, sufficient

Living and dying, this is life

   Peace   Peace  in
your    heart   Always
  holding  the Blessing of
the   Devine    washing
    away     all     fear
         Dissolved


I breath  Deeper  into the
Knowing of Life  and
within this is the
soul solution to
all the problems of Life

Ecstasy is alive  in and within
every  nuance of Life
the pounding heart , the
waves of life beating on
the shore of my existence
in human form . The
ebb and flow of which is
a miracle  in its
unKnowginess .  Peace dances
 in it's aliveness . . . .  Power  and
Passion  Push  their way
through the Layers of
inertia to this place
where I am    now

And the drip  drip  drip
of my soul  understanding
gives rise to a peaceful
glory which contains all
dimensions and realities of
existence .  Past all
understanding  I  know
what there is to
Know   about   Life
In this human body,  precious
human body   I exist
now in and out of
time & space,  experiencing
the Devine, Human, spiritual
awakeningness  and sleepfulness
opening & closing,  Living
and Dying . .  This
is    Life

Holding and knowing difference to be

Hard edges arise in the world and in your life.  It is NOT  needed that you change them or sort them all out .   - you have them too !!  and . .  it is OK, also , that when you feel them or too many of them, you choose to turn away from that situation, thing, or relationship . . . be  coming simple  in the moment . It IS ok  that you notice & experience that 'pain', notice that its there .  Some people do not even know it is such . .  you do O F T E N  . .   ~  let the dying be such . .  the crumbling  & someday to the dissolution  & dissolving  that is also with in  Life.  Allow the ROAR . . . the raw  roar, to also be there . . .  Too much & to many times have you held  back form that too . .   as you have been around other peoples  waves of negativity  so  long  . . .~   It is now time,  to let this story go .  other peoples life pain is NOT yours,  and you do not need to enter into, enrol yourself in that being true,  nor do you need to persuade them it is not true.  It is ok to simply just listen observe -  detached  --  you do not need to allow yourself to be enrolled in their story, their reality  - or even search for a place or places where you can agree, it is simply  OK to watch and know it is their  truth.   nothing to do, or to have to feel bad about it.  You can, it is OK, it is your right to feel also the beauty, magic and Big picture . . .  Too long you allowed yourself to be pulled into their fear, and often been afraid or felt guilty that that story vision, understanding is not yours.  That you see & know the bigger & magical reality.  Its OK, it really is  OK that you know that.  In fact its  really important and a rare thing which you need to acknowledge allow and be in more; accept this, for this is who you are.  In this way you can be more direct in what you see & know as the truth, because with many people it may very well be different than them.  For some will understand  and that is & will be a gift for you and for them as you share your heartful, heartfelt vision of the bigger understanding of Life.  And you may well be surprised at who goes there & who does not.  Blessings to you and for you and those you meet.

Touched by love

Still in the forest
I am touched by love
the edges of the universe
all existence right here
right now in this place

Step into the golden river

As I let go of
the past and clear out
the clutter,  I sense a
new energy emerging.  
I open to and step into
the golden river

May whatever is in my best &
 highest good come to me
fully, powerfully, completely, Joyfully,
easily and quickly (in the
perfect timing).  I give thanks
for this my life   now 
simply being alive . I follow
the joy, the Bliss, of my life 
and open to & do the things
I love, and connect
with .  and interact with 
the people where I get
the most   YES . 
and within Freedom 
Love & compassion  I
open to & live ~  expanding
into the rule less Life   
unreasonable,  passionate, undefended,
powerful,  safe.

The future echoes are here

Holding and Letting go . . .
tight and released. Potential
is alive in ALL things .
Peace and Joy Dance
within my every cell .
It is e x t r a o r d i n a r y .
Alive aligned congruent
at one with the flow
of the Universe .
Resting in, Being in such
a place ~ my Birthright.
Knowing existence .

I have held myself tightly
the echoes of which reverberate
thru me . It is not
now . can you sense
the stillness ~ the world
is waiting . . can you
sense what is to come
The future echoes are here
now the transformation
is taking place within
the cells of the Body
of this earth and all
that it contains . This
one Lifeulawareness is
all that is required
be cause your life is
precious .

Slowly, like as the
suns dawning and the
seasons change the
transformation is taking
place . We who know
this can open more
conciousfullly to the
reality of this that is .

Dancing within your heart
and mind and throughout
all your bodies . on all
levels Life i s and
we are all part of
Life which flows through
everything that is,, and all
existence. Allow and
open to the sunrise
in your heart . the Day
is dawning , you are
Alive ~ glorious this is
marvellous surrender
and open to
Knowing this Life

This existence

Wisdom  resides in my Vision
Peace resides in my heart
Joy and Peace  and love
are the Birthright of all

Knowing this, I understand all Life
Ecstatic Union of Love
in all that is, everything
everywhere  ~ dancing for Joy.

Breathing in and breathing out
the one breath of Life
I live within & in between
the worlds and
rejoice for my Life

the heart of all Know all
this is    simple  Life

opening to Love and joy
in each moment  held  by
Devine wisdom .  This
heart  dancing soulsinging
peace  Loving  powerful
Living  space

Trust  the Life  of
this  day  as  you  open
into the perception  of
Union  with  the Devine
one that is all that is

Breathing   opening  
  sinking   deeply   in to
      Love    ~   Life

Now Know

Wisdom resides in my heart
the Door opens and shuts
one step and the next
I exist one moment to the next

Peace is a state of being
unknown to the mind
all potential exists
where this is and
the ever open heart
Knows all that

And over & over
we look for Life to
open our hearts, when
all along there is
only the open heart

the clouds of illusion
seemingly block the sun
yet always it is there
Bright, shining Joyous
beyond our imaging's.

And in and with the pain
of life's shudderings
we are held and Blessed
always, and it is so
and it is true
peace, peace peace
resolving the knotingness
of our minds attachment
to a forced creationing
of Life. And, at every moment
the Bountifulness of
existence is always
available to our perception
and knowing that
this is Life

So . . . in our day to dayness of
every step We are here now
this is our life now, and
always we will be and are
known by our Knowingness

Open, hearts Beauty, to the
Universal existence, Life,
unfathomable, we rest
in Peace , in Perfection
in Joy , in Love , in
all the Dimensions of
this our life, of this
our existence - resting
in the Breath of who
we are Devine
now Know who
we are

~ CdG

DATE ?

opening to life 'last breath'

So . . . opening to Life . . .

I say YES to life . .

Allowing to unfold, the path
ahead . . . opening into that
Peace in that Place of
Wisdom, and Joy & Love

The edge of anger & Fear
cuts like a Knife - Destructive
and, as if by magic the
power in meditation & chanting
seems to Dissolve it and
I am now in a Place
of Full greatfulness and
filled with Love, Peace & love

The Day is here ahead
of me and I pray
for and open up into
the Loving place & way
of being with that, with
All that is here in
my life - all the amazingness
& beauty and the what
I wish for, and more AND
all that is other that I
wishes for . . less than the
ideals or how I would

Like it to be in mine
& others thoughts behaviours
energetic and caring for &
working with the material
& other levels of this
being alive , this being her.

I pray for acceptance, wisdom

& understanding .. and that
I may realise and accept
the amazing great beauty
& bounteousness of the
possibilities of this life AND
the Decaying & crumbling &
Dying that is also life
with all the Pain as
well as the Joy .

may there be healing &
release into the fullness &
Joy, so the limitness of
what is now be transformed
may there be healing &
release of the pain
so it too can be
transformed . so that
I can accept the 'last breath'
And be open to & grateful
for the experience of
Life of living in
this moment by momentness
of each 'last breath' Deaths
that happen in each instant
today . Now.