enter the cauldron of life, of certain death

 The simple sweet taste of Love.  It cuts thru
oh so gently powerfully , imperceptibly.  This
I Know   to be   true   beyond doubt .
All else pales in comparison to this
wondrous gift .      As a human being
I have my struggles, desires, wishes, longings
& regrets which, at times seem to be
all that there is .  In this, this forgetting
I am simply part of the waves of life,
the process of   belonging  & longing to belong.
In this, this soul longing, can I enter
fully the cauldron of living this Life?
sometimes it seems so, at other times
I seem to shrink  and hide  & run
away.  At these times  sometimes I get it
that this is happening and have a
great love and compassion for
myself in this condition, at other
times I harden against myself
and go to war against being
this way. Acceptance of myself, as I
am, yet with the potential & Knowledge
of Energy flowing where I choose to
focus,  with this understanding

 

15/10/2006

Wisdom arises from the Depth of my heart

Peace in every cell, manifestation of

the Divine at work in every action

The coming & going, irrespective of

outcome, this dance of Life -

this extraordinary Life. Death into

life, this human body, frail body

miracle of existence right

here within the space of this

flesh and bones . Coming alive,

coming alive to Life . One

beating heart moment upon

moment. resting here , in this

place opening & closing within

each Breath and thru each

breath moment across each

breath I rise and fall,

connected to all that is .

This is so, and I know this

to be so . . no matter what.

So often I have stretched out

stretched up to a place of grasping

towards, looking towards some future

time of place when some hoped

for wish will be fulfilled. And,

though it may be so, somehow

I have left myself left this

place this 'home' , this place

where I am . Seeing & sensing

this beauty that could be ,

can I stay with the beauty

that is of this moment right

now, the perfect beauty that

is here right now with all

that it is and all that it

is not.

Oh heavenly father

Divine mother

words that contain

so much, can I drop

away to inhabit this

existence as it is.

beauteous in perfection

beauteous imperfection

There is So much I would like

to do, accomplish, achieve and

I have had much struggle with

many things and areas. And, now
more than anything else I would
like to simply open to being
at peace a core peace
no matter what. - as it is,
as it could be and with
the journey of more or less
with the ease or difficulty
the pain or Joy the constant
shifting of life -
well in myself or not, healthy or
not, full of energy or not
within and thru all this,
day to day life can I know
this core Peace of
existence . knowing this I have
such gratitude

My future life ; tightening .
this life now ; opening & dropping
and then, in now, the future
already is a blessing

Mon 4 December 2006 - Marldon - fullmooon

the future already is a blessing

Wisdom arises from the Depth of my heart

Peace in every cell, manifestation of

the Divine  at  work  in every  action

The coming & going, irrespective of

outcome,   this  dance  of  Life  -

this extraordinary Life.  Death into

life, this human body, frail body

miracle of existence   right

here within the space  of this

flesh  and  bones .  Coming  alive,

coming alive to Life .  One

beating heart moment upon

moment.  resting  here  ,  in this

place   opening  &   closing  within

each  Breath  and thru  each

breath  moment  across each

breath  I  rise  and  fall,

connected  to  all that is  .

This is  so,  and  I know  this

to be  so  . .  no matter what.

So often I have  stretched out

stretched up to a place of grasping

towards,  looking towards  some future

time of place  when some hoped

for wish will be fulfilled. And,

though it may be so, somehow

I have left myself  left this

place  this  'home' , this place

where I am .  Seeing & sensing

this beauty that  could  be  ,

can I stay with the beauty

that is of this moment  right

now, the perfect beauty that

is here right now with all

that it is  and all that it

is   not.

 

            Oh heavenly father

            Divine mother

            words that contain

            so much, can I drop

            away to inhabit this

            existence as it is.

            beauteous in perfection

            beauteous imperfection

 

 

There is So much I would like

to do, accomplish,  achieve  and

I have had much struggle with

many things and areas.  And, now
more than anything else I would
like to simply open to being
at peace    a core peace
no  matter  what.  - as it is,
as it could be  and with
the journey of more or less
with the ease or difficulty
the pain or Joy  the constant
shifting of life  -
well in myself or not, healthy  or
not,  full of energy  or not
within and thru all this,
day to day life   can I know
this core  Peace   of
existence  . knowing this I have
such   gratitude 

 

 

My future life ;  tightening .
this life now ; opening & dropping
and then, in now,  the future
already  is  a   blessing

 

 

Mon 4  December 2006   -  Marldon -  fullmooon

Wisdom arises from the Depth of my heart

Peace in every cell, manifestation of

the Divine at work in every action

The coming & going, irrespective of

outcome, this dance of Life -

this extraordinary Life. Death into

life, this human body, frail body

miracle of existence right

here within the space of this

flesh and bones . Coming alive,

coming alive to Life . One

beating heart moment upon

moment. resting here , in this

place opening & closing within

each Breath and thru each

breath moment across each

breath I rise and fall,

connected to all that is .

This is so, and I know this

to be so . . no matter what.

So often I have stretched out

stretched up to a place of grasping

towards, looking towards some future

time of place when some hoped

for wish will be fulfilled. And,

though it may be so, somehow

I have left myself left this

place this 'home' , this place

where I am . Seeing & sensing

this beauty that could be ,

can I stay with the beauty

that is of this moment right

now, the perfect beauty that

is here right now with all

that it is and all that it

is not.

Oh heavenly father

Divine mother

words that contain

so much, can I drop

away to inhabit this

existence as it is.

beauteous in perfection

beauteous imperfection

There is So much I would like

to do, accomplish, achieve and

I have had much struggle with

many things and areas. And, now
more than anything else I would
like to simply open to being
at peace a core peace
no matter what. - as it is,
as it could be and with
the journey of more or less
with the ease or difficulty
the pain or Joy the constant
shifting of life -
well in myself or not, healthy or
not, full of energy or not
within and thru all this,
day to day life can I know
this core Peace of
existence . knowing this I have
such gratitude

My future life ; tightening .
this life now ; opening & dropping
and then, in now, the future
already is a blessing

Mon 4 December 2006 - Marldon - fullmooon