I pull up to peace . . . a place ~
Destination to reach . . . yes & NO .
Trusting the first impulse recognition
my clear sharp awareness soft
o p e n respectfull available
responsive , in this moment now ..
and now again the grasping and
a releasing , new life energy flowing
softening opening dissolving ~ Loving
loving this moment called now .
repetitive phrases alive or dead . Yes.
Who I am in all this, that
is a question !! open and available
to this , to this life this instant
many places . plans expectations
interruptions ... interrupting what ? Part of
the flow o f L i f e . Joyous
expectation of the Divine . . . and
sadness & ecstasy play on the surface
of my life . . . . giving myself to this
to this instant of trust of
gratitude , poignancy . pregnant & alive ,
Hope springs eternal , arises in my soul
the long lost expectation of lifes
understanding of itself unto itself.
The mystery of these words ,
these worlds within worlds of
greatfull passionate aliveness.
touching with intimacy the depths of
connection within awakening
this possibility of life experience
which begins and will end
at some point and now
carries forward the more
conscious recognition of Joyous
opening & connecting ~ meaningful &
meaningless . What are the
dreams , wishes expectations , desires
& needs which dance on
the edges of consciousness?
Such longing fulfilled , in one
instant , for an instant .
can this feeding be more of
an ongoing daily day to day
experience . with another?
First get this , get this life
which you already know . Celebrate
this , this existence which you
daily dance in . Respond to the
call of awakening and the overflow
of the wave of life moving thru
this your precious precious life.
in this moment now .
Chose to wake up, choose to
choose this the Joy of it the
joy of it as the waves of ecstasy
& pain , pain and ecstasy wash
over & thru your life , all
life experiences in this
one place of now , in this
profound simple complex profane
Life .In this magnificent Life
oh so wondrous ,
the pain & ecstasy , these
waves of desire , longing resistance
and attachment stronger and less
strong - These are the places &
soil of your Life existence
pilling up & wearing away all
is r e v e a l e d ~